Just a quickie...

So I thought that school started this week. I, apparently, was misinformed. Classes start Monday morning. Hoorah. I've paid for two of my books and I'm dreading buying the rest of them. 

Servant's Retreat is at the end of this month. I'm very lucky and have a good friend who has given me the retreat as a gift (thank you again). I seriously believe it may be able to help me get some of my submissive back. I realized recently that while she's not quite gone, she's certainly not visible on any level. So I need to search for her and figure out what it is that's keeping me from feeling what I need to feel in order to serve. I can't claim I'm a sub if I can't bring myself to serve, right? So that should be interesting. I hope it's everything I've built in my head about it. Even if it helps at all, it will be more than worth it. I just need some stimulus to get me to the right track. I think I may be able to get there if I can be pointed in the right direction. 

So here's to service, submission and the need to fulfill something that's been missing for far too long.