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autumnluv143Party last weekend. Small but fun. Interesting things to see and the promise of an interesting scene with a virtual stranger, but someone who has presence.
I have to admit that I was a bit nervous going into it because 1)I've never played with her before 2)I've never actually seen her play and that's usually a rule of mine, only made into an exception on occasion and 3)the idea of rough body play wasn't something I had a firm grasp on yet. In most cases when it comes to BDSM though, I am not one to say "I don't like it" without having tried it. It's like getting a child to eat brussel sprouts. "I don't like them," "How do you know you don't like them unless you try them?"
I tried it. I'm still sore. That's a good thing though. I haven't been bruised in a long time. I don't know that I could involve it as a regular type of play, but I would probably do it again. It's a good thing I wasn't restrained though, I can imagine I would have done some stress to cuffs had I been.
I think part of my problem was getting a grasp on my headspace going into it. I wasn't in a bad place, but I'm not sure where I was. I was a little zoned and way way zone afterwards. I didn't drop though. Just took me awhile to come out of it.
All in all it was a good scene and I want to thank her again for everything...even listening to me babble afterwards.
I have to admit that I was a bit nervous going into it because 1)I've never played with her before 2)I've never actually seen her play and that's usually a rule of mine, only made into an exception on occasion and 3)the idea of rough body play wasn't something I had a firm grasp on yet. In most cases when it comes to BDSM though, I am not one to say "I don't like it" without having tried it. It's like getting a child to eat brussel sprouts. "I don't like them," "How do you know you don't like them unless you try them?"
I tried it. I'm still sore. That's a good thing though. I haven't been bruised in a long time. I don't know that I could involve it as a regular type of play, but I would probably do it again. It's a good thing I wasn't restrained though, I can imagine I would have done some stress to cuffs had I been.
I think part of my problem was getting a grasp on my headspace going into it. I wasn't in a bad place, but I'm not sure where I was. I was a little zoned and way way zone afterwards. I didn't drop though. Just took me awhile to come out of it.
All in all it was a good scene and I want to thank her again for everything...even listening to me babble afterwards.
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Date: 2005-06-20 10:17 am (UTC)for some odd reason.
i know its stupid.
i am lame.
just randomly came across you.
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Date: 2005-06-20 01:28 pm (UTC)And no, it's not lame.
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Date: 2005-06-20 01:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-20 01:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-20 02:52 pm (UTC)I've added you to my friends' list - might you do the same?
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Date: 2005-06-20 03:06 pm (UTC)hmmmmmmmmmm....
i'll chose the latter, every time.
and yes i tried both.
it was a pleasure to meet you.