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Jun. 25th, 2005 08:46 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
autumnluv143I woke up feeling like a different person this morning. I suppose that's a good thing. Certainly wasn't a bad one. I even brought make-up to work to put on (and then succeeded in the plan!). I had a conversation last night that nearly got me into trouble. Silly me.
I got a phone call yesterday that, at first, freaked me out and the second time the call was made, I was very excited. Four attempts and 2 actual conversations and wow...that made my day, week...month. Amazing what something so small can do for a person. It came in very handy considering that yesterday was the day from hell at work. And this was a slow weekend compared to what next weekend is going to look like.
I was invited this week to go tubing with my boss, her husband and some rangers and managers from other parks. I'm not going, but it felt great to get the offer.
I miss my best friend. I haven't talked to her since last week and those conversations were few and far between. Hopefully next week things will be a little calmed down and we'll have more time to talk. I am very very not interested in losing her or having any distance between us. We've been too close for too long and I would be lost without her. I do hope she's having fun this week.
I think a friend of mine's Master is going to pass soon. He has cancer and they truly believed, at first, that he would make it past that. At least buy him a couple of years. Not long ago, he had a stroke and again looked like he was recovering, getting use back in the left side of his body and then turned around and had another stroke and a heart attack on top of it. Before that, they were at least hoping that he could make it home and buy him a little time because they didn't think he would make it through any more treatments. I haven't heard anything this week, but they don't expect him to be sent home at all.
Apart from his inevitable passing, I'm saddened because she flopped around for so long, getting involved with the wrong sorts of Dominants and truly looked lost. When she found him, she changed so much. I was so happy for the change in her because it amounted to love, happiness and most of all, confidence. She felt torn apart but was very understanding when he thought (before the stroke) that maybe it would be better if they were to be apart so she didn't have to see him go through all of this. They finally reached an understanding and then he got much more sick than anyone thought he would. Now I know she is being torn apart. I hope she realizes how much he loves her and how lucky she is. I think she does because as upset as she is, she has a calming serenity about her. I'm in awe of how she's able to handle something like this. When I'm in pain or hurting, I lash out at those around me and/or turn everything into humor.
I wish them both peace. I love them both. Oi...what a day.
Tonight is the fun party, I'm going to have fun looking at toys, gels, er...other stuff. And booze!! I'm not a big drinker but tonight is definitely one of those nights.
I got a phone call yesterday that, at first, freaked me out and the second time the call was made, I was very excited. Four attempts and 2 actual conversations and wow...that made my day, week...month. Amazing what something so small can do for a person. It came in very handy considering that yesterday was the day from hell at work. And this was a slow weekend compared to what next weekend is going to look like.
I was invited this week to go tubing with my boss, her husband and some rangers and managers from other parks. I'm not going, but it felt great to get the offer.
I miss my best friend. I haven't talked to her since last week and those conversations were few and far between. Hopefully next week things will be a little calmed down and we'll have more time to talk. I am very very not interested in losing her or having any distance between us. We've been too close for too long and I would be lost without her. I do hope she's having fun this week.
I think a friend of mine's Master is going to pass soon. He has cancer and they truly believed, at first, that he would make it past that. At least buy him a couple of years. Not long ago, he had a stroke and again looked like he was recovering, getting use back in the left side of his body and then turned around and had another stroke and a heart attack on top of it. Before that, they were at least hoping that he could make it home and buy him a little time because they didn't think he would make it through any more treatments. I haven't heard anything this week, but they don't expect him to be sent home at all.
Apart from his inevitable passing, I'm saddened because she flopped around for so long, getting involved with the wrong sorts of Dominants and truly looked lost. When she found him, she changed so much. I was so happy for the change in her because it amounted to love, happiness and most of all, confidence. She felt torn apart but was very understanding when he thought (before the stroke) that maybe it would be better if they were to be apart so she didn't have to see him go through all of this. They finally reached an understanding and then he got much more sick than anyone thought he would. Now I know she is being torn apart. I hope she realizes how much he loves her and how lucky she is. I think she does because as upset as she is, she has a calming serenity about her. I'm in awe of how she's able to handle something like this. When I'm in pain or hurting, I lash out at those around me and/or turn everything into humor.
I wish them both peace. I love them both. Oi...what a day.
Tonight is the fun party, I'm going to have fun looking at toys, gels, er...other stuff. And booze!! I'm not a big drinker but tonight is definitely one of those nights.
