People suck

[autumnluv143]

I don't understand why some people are allowed to reproduce at will. Then there are others, namely myself, who it would take serious medical help (and that's not a promise) to even begin to be able to have a child. I don't get it.

A woman, yesterday, threw her three children off the San Francisco Bay pier. They ranged in ages from 16mos to 6 years. The only thing I've known I've wanted since I was little was a child. I would make a damned good mother and I have more morals than half the assholes out there pushing out children and then using and abusing them to their own, twisted advantages.

I'm pissed off. These are days when even I question higher powers. That is just unacceptable. I've questioned the existence of God for a very long time and this only makes it worse. Even athiests reconfirm their hatred of higher powers when things like this happen. What the fuck did those children ever do to deserve a fate like that? That woman in Ca is only one small example of my anger towards people like herself. I can't think of anything that gets my blood boiling faster than that. Adults who are abused, in more cases than not, should be able to stand up for themselves. If they don't, shame on them. I know that's harsh, and to be honest I don't really care. Children should never have to be put through that.

I had a child once. I've written about her here before. She was mine as far as I was concerned. Shit, she was community property for alot of people because her mother was a drug addicted mental case who used that beautiful and amazing child as a tool to get what she needed in life. None of us ever cared because as long as we gave the whore what she needed, we knew Orchid was safe. I should have killed her when I had the opportunity. I still hate her. I hate what she did to my family. I really hate that she caused irreversible damage to that child. For two years I watched her personality drain out of her as she was put through more and more crap. I know I will never see her again and I can only hope that the rumors that she is ok are true. I think she is in a foster home in Texas with good people. I really hope that's true. For her sake, I'm hoping that they got her there while she was still young enough to be able to put most of it behind her.

I really don't like the world right now.

Comments

[dianagddss.livejournal.com]

I would make a damned good mother

That, you would!

That is just unacceptable. I've questioned the existence of God for a very long time and this only makes it worse. Even athiests reconfirm their hatred of higher powers when things like this happen. What the fuck did those children ever do to deserve a fate like that?

Little bit of relgious talk ....
The Judeo-Christian God gave us the freedom to choose. It is freely-informed choice which makes faithfulness, obedience and worship that more valuable. The downside of choice, however, is that some people make choices that hurt others. It wasn't God who caused three children to die (I presume they died), it was the consequences of the laws of gravity and the decision of the children's mother to do this horrible thing.

[autumnluv.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry and that's good enough for Judeo-Christians and maybe others, but not for me. I have no interest in hearing anything like that. Thank you anyway for the concern though.

*hugs*