Sentiments of Seasons
Dec. 18th, 2005 09:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
autumnluv143It's snowing. The ground and sky are white and everyone is wrapped up in winter coats, scarves, hats and gloves. You can see their breath in the air and the color in their cheeks from the icy air.
Because of these things, I've been a little more quite this year. I've tried to be a little more observant. Now, I'm not sure if it's because I feel alone for Christmas or because of the snow and and general beauty of the season. I suppose it's a little bit of both.
I miss my family and my friends more than I can explain. I'm not moved into my apartment yet...not until I get furniture in there. I did, however, spend a good amount of time there yesterday, eating my lunch and watching the snow fall onto my balcony. It was beautiful and made me highly sentimental.
This new year will, hopefully, wash away some of the bad that's happened this year and bring in something fresh. It's been a long year and I think I'm ready for a break from everything that life's been throwing at me. It's gotten me into a funk. I think I would feel better if I could afford to do more for the people I love for Christmas. That would make me feel better, no matter how far away I was from them, because at least they'd know I was thinking about them for Christmas.
Oh well, I should get going, I need to start getting stuff packed into my car from storage.
Because of these things, I've been a little more quite this year. I've tried to be a little more observant. Now, I'm not sure if it's because I feel alone for Christmas or because of the snow and and general beauty of the season. I suppose it's a little bit of both.
I miss my family and my friends more than I can explain. I'm not moved into my apartment yet...not until I get furniture in there. I did, however, spend a good amount of time there yesterday, eating my lunch and watching the snow fall onto my balcony. It was beautiful and made me highly sentimental.
This new year will, hopefully, wash away some of the bad that's happened this year and bring in something fresh. It's been a long year and I think I'm ready for a break from everything that life's been throwing at me. It's gotten me into a funk. I think I would feel better if I could afford to do more for the people I love for Christmas. That would make me feel better, no matter how far away I was from them, because at least they'd know I was thinking about them for Christmas.
Oh well, I should get going, I need to start getting stuff packed into my car from storage.
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Date: 2005-12-18 10:53 am (UTC)But i will miss my Christmas Grand-nephew that will be born any time now (due date 12/25) and my mom who will be in surgery probably on the 29th.
There are the ups and downs of it! Sending you Christmas wishes and hugs hugs hugs.
Hugs ya tight!