Debating myself isn't as fun as it sounds.

[autumnluv143]

I have been wanting to update but am not sure what I want to tell. My life is a plethora of...something.. right now and I'm not sure that I'm willing to share all of it yet, so I'll start simple.

I think it's gorgeous, but I miss home. Mostly, I miss my friends. I've not gotten out of that talking-to-myself habit I'm in yet. The less social I am, the more I do it. Very scary. I haven't had a good release in awhile and that's making me miss home even more. Hopefully, at least that part will have changed by next week to some degree. A little humiliation..a lot of feeling dirty...hrmmm...

I'm still working and I still like my job. I'm tired because it seems like I'm working so much more than I was at my last job..but then again, maybe it was not actually working since the hurricane hit that's making me feel this way. I wish two things though...I wish I were making more money and I wish I knew how to manage it. If anyone has suggestions on ways to manage money, please please let me know. I'm going to end up doing something very stupid and I really really don't want to.

I am getting more involved with Denver Harbour. I've agreed to be part of their hospitality committee and to hold their munches for them. Now I just need to find a suitable place that will hold everyone and has a really open mind. That reminds me, I need to make a few phone calls before I leave this morning.

Boring post, and at least slightly informative. I'll fill more in about the juicy stuff when I can.

Comments

[deb2some.livejournal.com]

When you learn to manage your money - give me tips!! I went to college for that and am suppose to know, but when you make enough to just cover the rent, insurances, heat & lights, phone & cable - how do you manage what is NOT left to manage *grin*

i need some release too ... are you getting laid? *laffs* (do not answer i don't want to really know)

[dianagddss.livejournal.com]

So, tell!

How are you getting humiliated and by whom?

Yay, you, volunteering in the local group. That's a good way to meet people, become known, and find play partners.

I miss you, too, and was just wishing this past weekend that I had Teddy's mistress to beat. BTW, we're getting him fixed this week. S is in mourning.

[domestickitty.livejournal.com]

I am very glad that you are geting involved with the Harbor and that you are doing better. I'd like to be able to see a familiar face when I make it down there. Being up in Fort Collins, I really miss the interaction with other kinky folks. Whenever I get the spare money and what-not I'll head down there to a much or two. I envy you for the fact that you have found someone to play with! Anyhow, good luck and I'll see you soon! -Colin

[autumnluv.livejournal.com]

I can't wait to see you Colin. Make it down soon! I'm always happy to see a face from home.