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[autumnluv143]

Take the quiz: "Your Psych-Ward diagnosis"

Autism
Diagnosis: Autism.
A developmental disability resulting from a neurological disorder that affects the normal functioning of the brain. It is characterized by the abnormal development of communication skills, social skills, and reasoning. Symptoms, which vary widely in severity, include impairment in social interaction, fixation on inanimate objects, inability to communicate normally, and resistance to changes in daily routine.


I am Autistic....damn.. and I just thought I was speshul. Please note the spelling. I was told tonight that I don't act like a submissive. Apparently this Dominant (one of the gentle Dom types...all mushy and whatnot) is under the impression that all submissives act the same way. I hate to damage his wittle psyche or philosophies about the lifestyle...but...well...yeah! I am submissive. I know I am and eventually the right Dominant will know that I am. Until that point in time I find no purpose in "showing off" for anyone. I happen to like my attitude and my sense of humor. I like the fact that I'm able to give anyone a piece of my mind at anytime without feeling any regret. I do come with a disclaimer. For those of you who don't have it...

Disclaimer: If you are offended by anything I say....You're Fucked.

Oh well.... I had a really good weekend....yet another non-negotiated scene...lol. Why me? Wait..can't say that. That makes it sound like I'm complaining. That is soooo not true. I was allowed to reach my point and that always makes me a happy girl. Yay yay. I would bounce in my seat at this point..but that would only cause further discomfort.

I had to deal with family members today. Normally my extended family are the kind of people you claim to be related to..but just smile and nod when someone else is talking about them. Hey, they are your family...YOU won't be caught dead talking bad about them, but you won't disagree with others either. Unfortunately today, they made a case for themselves on the negative side. A Cousin died late last week and well...my Aunts and great aunts do resemble something close to the worst case scenario monsters in a Stephen King novel. Normal in appearance to the naked eye, but once you get to know them and they see something they want, they resemble something not unlike Bilbo Baggins in Fellowhip of the Ring when he went after the ring on Frodo's neck. Sooo unattractive. I'm utterly unimpressed by their actions and I will only be making a small appearance at the Funeral to pay my respects because right now I have no interest in being around any of the money grubbing whoremongers. Ok...I feel better...lol

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[naughtylass.livejournal.com]

Hiya sis:

I am sooo glad you don't let others define you. You are the best.