Rather overdo update

[autumnluv143]

Ok, so from the beginning of August huh? I've been busy. I finally got a job, the job I want. I'm working for the state as a clerk (office stuff). That's cool, it's laid back and different than what I've done before. I am happy just to be working. My life has much drama, it always does. I'm currently avoiding all drama and will be taking care to rid myself of the drama as soon as I muster up the energy. My dog got hit by a car this morning. I was trying to wake up and someone rang my doorbell. I saw this woman and she looked freaked out. She's like "Omg, I'm sooo sorry, I hit your dog." So I went out back to check on her. I have no idea how she managed to get out of the gate but I'm going to be tying that thing closed after today. She wasn't hurt badly, just had some bad scrapes and a few bloody spots on her leg. I took her to the vet anyway, so that he could yell at me for not having had her in there regularly to begin with. I just called to check on her and she's fine, but they just sewed her up and I'm not even sure if I'll be able to pick her up today. Oi. Perfect way to spend my first few paychecks, but she's sweet and worth it. The Dr. said that I could have just left her at home and let nature heal her wounds, but I wasn't taking that risk and she needed to be put on heartworm preventative meds anyway.

I found out that someone I was beginning to care about alot...dismissed me as someone that doesn't matter or someone not worth discussing. It was a "oh, she's just a.....etc" kind of statement. I was not only very unimpressed, but rather hurt by the whole thing and to be honest, I just do not have the time in my life for that kind of bullshit. If you can't respect me, no matter what my self-appointed station is in life, then you are not worthy to be my friend, much less anything else in my life.

As for those people who have recently taken it upon themselves to analyze my life and my behavior..don't. I don't need it and I won't welcome it. That includes everyone, if you are reading this and saying to yourselves that I must mean everyone but you, you're wrong.

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[beaten-grace.livejournal.com]

Poor puppy! i hope she heals quickly.