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[autumnluv143]

I wake up everyday knowing exactly what to expect and then again...I never know what's going to happen. I'm amazed at that type of feeling and even more amazed at how utterly exhausting it is to have that coursing through my brain all day every day. I know what I want but I'm not sure how to express it in non-jibberish terms. I was given the task of explaining what I want from this situation in essay form. Oi..all I could do was sigh and agree, but I'm not sure I can explain how I feel in something as simple as words, sentences...yeah.

I thought of a friend having a similar task given to her recently by someone and remember thinking how completely happy that it wasn't me. Well...I guess I "spoke" too soon. I, of course, have given this every thought that I've had time for since assigned with it and have come no closer to anything that resembles any kind of sense. I guess I will just have to trust it to Him to understand whatever nonsense flows out of these limber but shaky fingers. ...what i wouldn't do for that man....

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[klfjoat.livejournal.com]

??? Maybe I've blinked. Wanna update me privately?

[beaten-grace.livejournal.com]

Whatever you write, it will come from your heart. If he understands your heart, he will understand your words.

[galyna.livejournal.com]

I'm so glad this is going well, honey! I remember how nervous I was when Rick had me go into a LOT of emails about this kind of thing - if you'd like I'll give you access to them. Will you be at the party tonight? We could talk about it if you think having a sounding board would help!

[autumnluv.livejournal.com]

I wish I could have made it to the party last night, but with life being what it is right now, that just wasn't gonna happen. Too much homework to catch up on and whatnot. Sounding board = good...lol...thanks! I don't know when the next time I'm going to make it up there is, but I miss you and everyone VERY MUCHLY!